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- joycelin -
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

listening to : Bu Yuan by Elva


jus come back from my suppering so let blog as im quite emo now!! its better to pen it down before i die from internal bleeding due to over depression. loll

we went parat shop for prata with beers-_-" and den we proceeded to the durian shop for durian-_-" i hate durian lah!! den we got ourself even more alcohols drinks and ended up sitting at the flyover there to chit-chat. we were chatting about the person we like. and i realised that i got tonnes to say about uUu and i actualli smiled whenever i mentioned about the events or happening we had. after that jus walked cher home and i headed home. flipped through my diary and i read through those happening events we had, it realli brought back alot of happy plus memorable moments i had for uUu.

i realli don noe what to pen down as there is tonnes i wan to say to you but then i realised that SINCE I CANT TAKE THE PERSON I WAITED FOR, I SHOULD TAKE THE PERSON WHO WAITED FOR ME. maybe some disagree with what i think but if you gone through those pain, i think you will think the same as me.

if i was given a chance again, i will give you this song " BU YUAN ". that the song, i will sing for uUu for now and ever=)) onli for uUu. hope you understand the meaning of it. even though i don have the gut to tell you about the happening, im glad that im your friend or maybe good friends or even closer.

and after all this experience, i understand something.
when you realli feel how painful pain can be, its because you like the person too much and the person have left you with too mani happy or memorable moments that whie you will feel the pain.

oh come on, after this entry, im moving on. lalalalala im happy=)

haha stop my crapping. i should get my ass into slp=(( there still vball on.

its still a secret @ 5:49 AM