Friday, January 19, 2007

listening to : Dou Shi Ni

Never Again!!

- random thoughts for the night -

just a week ago, i thought everything was going well for me. turns out, im wrong. im about to face the same old problem that i encounted during `06. this familiar scent of helplessness is overwhelming. i never thought that i have to go through this again. events in my lifee seem to be on a repeat mode.

this is way to similiar. please dont let what happened in `06 to happen now. i dont think i can take it. its scary to see the potential of it all. and no, i dont want any unnecessary drama to happen in `07. the drama experienced last year is enough to last me for a decade.

its hard to tell what is realli going on. i never knew how to read between the lines. im bad at taking hints. if this is heading where i think its heading then, its going to be one hell of a rollercoaster ride. i rather you stay completely out of my life.

WO BU YAO NI MEN DE AI!! WO BU XI HUAN NI MEN!! BU YAO LAI FAN WO KE YI BU KE YI!!