Friday, March 09, 2007

im so lost.
i realli don noe what to do.
there's no one i can confide in.

im realli tired yet no one can understand what im feeling deep down.
i can always try to be in the best mood or hide my feel during the dae but not the night.
im always weak during the night yet i cant let my weakness to be shown.
my head is bursting, realli bursting. i cant take it anymore.
i need a shoulder to cry on but i realli don noe who to turn to.
i realli don wish to drag any of my fren in as they are meant to share my happiest moments but not what im going through now.

i realli never feel this pain before in my life. its the biggest nightmare ever. i realli don now how to stand up from it. can someone bring me away from all this. can i jus end it. im realli feeling terrible deep down.