Thursday, April 19, 2007

listening to : Flying Without Wings by Westlife

this is one of my fav song of westlife during the past=))
i think the lyric is damn meaningful=))
will you sing it to me one dae=))

my mind is filled with a thousand thoughts.
i was sitting there listening to my mp3 and i started to ponder about the happening throughout all this years. i was looking back at my past.

looking back . .
life seems to be so simple yet perfect.
at least at that period of time, i belong to happy-go-lucky kind of person.
nothing seems to bring me down and i always believe that we should live life to the fullest and enjoy every moment. im realli happie and smiling from the bottom of my heart. and i realli love my life especially all the happenings and events.

but now . .
everything seems to be so complicated.
i realli hate reality to the core.
im getting way too emo.
nightmare seems to haunt me every single night.
im waiting for something that will never happen.
everything jus sux to the core.
just because i smile, doesnt mean im happie!!
i just hate my life now!!
i finally understand that tears are words from the heart that can't be spoken.

that marks the end of my thoughts.

let talk about my dae.
i brought it out but i decided to walk away. loll i think i having my self-planning timetable now as i only go school whenever i feel like. didnt went for my morning class and i start to feel abit guilty. loll went over to sp to have lunch with those guys and went down to town. tia joined us and we slacked at starbuck while waiting for mao to join us. after that we went over to kovan to have dinner. we took damn lots pic throughout the journey from town to kovan especially in train. don feel like continue typing. i haven figure out how to do my WAD tutorial. hai

a long night to endure . .