listening to : Purest of Pain

a thousand thoughts filled my mind again . .

i feel like i have lost this battle of mine. my heart and soul are in termoil. im tossed into confusion and i fear the end of the war in my mind. i am a weaking, i can vouch or it. i fail to take over my own emotions. its hard to fake a smile when my heart can barely breathe.

a tear falls and i realise life will never be the same again. another tears falls and i know its to late to turn back time. who i am in the past is not who i am now. i can neither smile nor weep. what is left in me is only sorrow and sadness. let my past become the memories i have for tml; a memory that must be forgotten forever.

im just another tragedy.