Sunday, June 17, 2007

listening to : If I Don't Tell You Now by Ronan Keating

my friend, cant you feel the gap between us. once its gone, its gone forever.

for as long as i know you, you have been giving me this sense of insecurity. i suddenli feel tired being the one initiating all the time and no matter how toopid this may should, i feel like saying "im giving up" all along i clinged on cause i know that you are one of those friends who can walk with me through my life. between us, there's this mutual thing going on. but im sure it shouldnt be something so logical and so easily decoded it into words. but somehow, the longer this friendship lasts, the most confusions set in. a decade long, it has been. its so hard to come by, and especially in this almost ten years, we are exposed to stark different environments. not mentioning how we have contrasting attitude, personalities, passions, dreams, everything. this probably is whie all are starting to drift apart. what we have been through and who we realli are, are slowing placing us into different worlds in this society we are living in. to be more precise, into two worlds that will not have any interactions. that growing gap is ...

i think i should stop here.
will update about this week events tml x))